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FRIENDS ONLY!!! [01 Jun 2004|11:34am]



Hey everyone, my journal is now "friends only" so if I don't know you, I probably won't add you! Comment on this entry if you want to see anyways! :-P Later...

<3 Paula
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The Object of My Affection [08 May 2004|12:11pm]
[ mood | touched ]

I figured out how to make this journal less U G L Y. RICH TEXT RAWKS! heehee. Okay, I watched this movie on tv just now... oh my god was it awesome! It's called "The Object of My Affection." It stars Jennifer Aniston. It's the first movie I've watched in a long time that has gotten me emotional. I yelled at the tv. Hehe. Hey, I'll bet you've done it before, too! I cried. Twice. I love this movie. The ending kinda upset me though... a depressing chick flick, that's different. Definetly not your average chick flick, but still a great watch.

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Punk Rock Revolution [07 May 2004|12:43pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

I am sooo sick of hearing from people that punk is only this certain way or that... jesus christ! Punk music is a genre that rebels against main-stream pop culture. That's it! Just because a punk band might get popular because, oh, I DUNNO, they're GOOD doesn't mean that they automatically can't be called punk anymore. Look at Good Charlotte, Blink 182, Offspring.... so many freaking awesome punk bands have been dragged into the mainstream and aired on MTV, but their music and ideals never changed! Just because they got popular in America does NOT make them pop music. Chill out people, punk music is making a new revolution. Maybe if we're lucky it'll take over MTV and kick Britney and Justin off!

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Rock n' Roll Baby! :-P [07 May 2004|07:31am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Yea buddy! The pic up there as my icon thingy is Amy Lee of Evanescence. I made that sucker! That's my motto, "bite me." heehee. I changed the layout on here too. Pink & black. Also changed my site layout too. Well, read my blog on there, I don't have the energy to type anymore.

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[06 May 2004|04:34pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Look at MY results on this memegen... cool. See below. I'm changing this livjournal layout cuz it SUX!!! in a bit. Later.

Your Icon... by LostWithOutYou
Name/Username
Age
Favorite Color
Random Word
You
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
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Things Change [28 Apr 2004|06:51am]
[ mood | Freaked Out!!! ]

This is freakin me out! So weird... people grow up too fast! My first real bf from GA is getting married... freaky freaky... wow. Well, I wish him luck! He was always pretty sweet to me, I hope he has the best marriage ever, he really deserves it. It's just like an awakening, ya know? It's like, okay Paula, your oldest sis is married and has a baby, your other older sister is engaged and is getting married in June... you're up next! I am getting close to the SERIOUS relationship age... good god.. I've only ever had one "serious" relationship in my life, not that we really did anything, but Eddie was the only guy I ever really thought about spending the rest of my life with. Well, I gotta go! Love y'all. bye.

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Thanks, Shanny! LOL [20 Apr 2004|12:20am]
How will you die? by madegirl16
Name/Username
Age
Favorite type of music
Favorite color
Day You will dieAugust 25, 2011
How You wil diesuicide
Who You will be withyou will have no one... you will be all alone!!!
How long it will take (minutes)797
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


There's my very own thingy, I made it! Fill out your info and tak it!
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People S-U-C-K. There, I spelled it out for you!!! [19 Apr 2004|10:59am]
[ mood | moody ]

I changed the layout on here. Yay me. The avatar is courtesty of OneTreeHillWeb.net. Thanks! Lol. I'm in a pretty upbeat state right now considering all the bull I've dealt with today. Doesn't mean I haven't done my share of bitching about it. LOL. I swear, the school I go to must hold Dawson Creek Wannabe classes, teaching you how to maximaize the drama. Gay ass school, I tell ya! Anyways I'm out. Later.

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Shits & Giggles [06 Apr 2004|09:52am]
[ mood | hyper ]

HOOMMMMEE!!! I'm happy! I get to go home to visit! Confused? Welcome to my world. Anyways... yeah so... 'sup? mahhahhahaa! Wowzers. I haven't been smiling in so long my face is starting to get sore. Funny Funny. Man oh man. Woah. I need to chill out. Well, can you blame me for being psyced? Besides that the nail polish fumes are messing with my head. I actually miss my friends from school here! Wow. Well i'm out. BYE!

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Pay Off [04 Apr 2004|11:56pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Mom. God I used to have the best relationship with my mom. She was pretty much my best friend most of my life, then all this fucking shit happens and now she has two things in her life that are more important then me: her husband and her job. I'm tired of being a second choice... i guess now i'm the third. Well to everyone who could care less about me, FUCK YOU! GOD I'm SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT!

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Broken [30 Mar 2004|09:10pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

I feel broken
Broken peices on the floor
Words I've spoken
They left left me feeling so torn
You left me here alone
I'm in the dark and scared
No one but you knows
If they knew they never dared
To help me
Take me from my darkness
And save me from you and me
Save me from all of this
Broken is a something
That fills up all the holes
It leaves you with nothing
But pain and an empty soul
You helped me up
But let go when I was halfway there
You let me fall
Did you ever even care
Every time I think I hate you
You make me feel so good
Every time I think I'm alright
You break my heart again
And you leave me broken
I am so broken

Found out some shit news today! I guess I'm a little upset, can ya tell? Anyways I'm not in the mood to type anything cheery, so fuck you.

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Possums [29 Mar 2004|04:22pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

I was just sitting here, minding my own sweet buisness when I hear this really loud baging noise next to me and I about fell out of my chair. I had an awkward day! Ever just have a day where things seem... giggky and retarded. It was like, all day I was all shits and giggles and the whole time I had this feeling like I knew I wasn't ACTUALLY happy, just like a high or something. A distraction from what's to come, a night by myself as usual, alone, doing nothing. YAY. Well, on a good note, I got hosted!!! My new site addy is: http://pinkfusion.net/roxy .. I'll be blogging there now. Love to all, I'll keep this journal up, don't worry....

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My Immortal [28 Mar 2004|01:31pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I have a site up on freewebs.com in case anyone who was possibly considering hosting me wanted to see an example of my site design. It's a pink layout after te song "My Immortal" by evanescence. I tried out a bunch of new crap on it, like text-shadowing, filters (image filters) and other weird stuff. On a different subject, I'm STILL limping. Haha... I haven't talked to Hailey lately, I think I might call her tonite. How are ya Shannon? I haven't been able to check out ur blog in a while because I'm barely ever online for more then 5 minutes before I get yelled at to get off. I'll check it out now, ppl here are sleeeeping. Oh, if Eddie is reading this, I have a question for you: Are you and Donna still going out? And also did you know that Friday was six months since we had started going back out? I just realized that... wow. Well... I'm gonna go now. Bye.

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I Saw the Light [26 Mar 2004|11:26pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Jennifer sent me this freakin hilarious thing about evangelistic squirrels...hahaha, go here to check it out. If you want to have it full screen press F11 when the window opens. Anyways, how are "y'all" doing? Thanks to my awesome sister down in good old Georgia, my face is clearing up a little. How, you ask? She sent my xmas presents up with my dad and it was this stuff from Mary-Kay called "Velocity." One of the things is a face-wash, and the other is face-lotion. PERFECT!!! My skin feels great. Well, now that I've endorsed a product sneakily through my blog... on to the important junk.

HAILEY being the lovely little... friend she is, decided to talk to both Jordan AND his brother!!! Well, now, that doesn't sound right. Jordan is the one she wants me to go out with, and his brother is her bf, so she talked to her bf, asked him to try to get us together, then she talked to Jordan and asked if he would or something. GOD I have evil friends. AHH! I don't even really want a boyfriend right now, but I figure if she wants this for me then I'll do it, besides he seems cool and I need to get my mind off of the real world.

This computer has been hogged all friggin day every day since dad got home, if it isn't ann online it's dad. OMG I fell asleep at 5.40 this afternoon and woke up at 8.45, I had NO idea what day it was, and actually I didn't know where I was at either. I got up and looked ouside thinking it was in the A.M. and saw that it was dark and I was like... "WTF?!" then in all my blondeness I realized I'd fallen asleep.

Oh, one more thing before I shut up: we were playing hockey today, and I was on defense (fav position!), and I had to guard Mark cause Casey (in all his "I'm so good at hockey" glory) was across the court not paying ANY attention, and Mark is like two and a half times my size, he kinda looked at me like "YEAH RIGHT! Haha, you couldn't block this shot if you're life depended on it." I swung my stick and missed, but my foot hit it and it went flying across the gym. Guess having monsters for feet is a good thing sometimes. Ok, bye!

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Hockey Is Painful [25 Mar 2004|03:24pm]
[ mood | silly ]

I love hockey. Playing it and watching it is the best, but I will admit I don't know alot about it, besides the basic rules. We're playing hockey in gym and before we started the games me and Syndi were playing around and I was trying to get the puck by her into the goal at the other end of the gym, and I would've had it too, if she hadn't stuck her stick in front of my feet and tripped me. So, I already had a big-ass scar on my right knee from tripping outside in October, and now I'll have a scar on my left knee from today. Good thing I never dreamed of being a model, I'd be screwed. I had to limp across the parking lot after school. Oh, Zack got a tattoo!! I don't exactly know what it's supposed to be, but it looks awesome, it's right on his forearm. I'll have to get some batteries and take a pic tomorrow. I hate algebra. You know, I'm gonna end up like Allen and be 19 and in a ninth grade math class. I'm already on my way! I'm in 10th and I'm in two freshman classes. Plus I look like I'm about 12 so that doesn't help my case. I want to change the font size on this stupid thing but I don't know how, anyone wanna help me out? Oh, yeah, if anyone out there wants a guitar or knows someone who might, email me!!! It's a black acoustic, not expensive, made in china, but I'm selling it for only 25$ so PLEASE buy it!!! Oh yeah, I met my friend Hailey's boyfriend's younger bro Jordan today, I thought it was Ryan (her bf) because I've never met either of them, but she said no it was his brother. He's cool. Maybe I'm not lost to the dating world after all.

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Wired [24 Mar 2004|03:52pm]
I've been incredibly upbeat today! I was down right bouncy in last class, which is REALLY not normal for me. I was laughing at everything, kind of scary. I found this "Poppit" as I call it, outside of the church Sunday and it's one of those rubber things that looks like half of a hollowed out bouncy ball, and you press it inside out and set it on the floor or a table or something and it goes POP! and flies up in the air!!!! Amazing, huh? Well, to my point, I set it on Jerry's desk and he wasn't paying attention (here's a hint for all newcomers, if I'm hyper, stay ALERT) and it went POP! and smacked him RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES!!! MWAHAHAHA! SO funny, I laughed for like 10 minutes. Anyways so that's about it. I never got the motivation to write anymore of that Mandy story, but I'll see what I can do tonite, I'm in a productive mood. I LOVE YOU SHANNON!!!! Oh, speaking of my friends, one more thing: Hailey licked my face on the way out of school today. I was like "RABIES!!! HERPES!!! DEATH!!!!" she laughed her little butt off at how icked out I was, but I thought it was funny too. Ew. Well alrighty, I'm off to snack and go!
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Homeless [23 Mar 2004|07:26pm]
Although in the physical world I do have a roof over my head (even though it SHAKES everytime the dryer switches to tumble-dry), I still need a home on the net. Unless I can get my dad to spring the $$ to buy me a domain of my own, I need a host! Please, if you have or know someone that has a domain and is hosting PLEASE help me out! I love you! mwahaha. I really really lucked out with Jenn in the first place, I wish I could catch a break like that again! As far as my personal life goes, all is the same as usual. Yeah, wow, how exciting. I started off on Diaryland but then Shanny told me that livejournal is code-free now!!! So I switched back over here. Well I'm out. Later everyone!
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